Emotional
Breakdowns

Funnily enough since when I have arrived
in Egypt i have done nothing but feel extreem emotions.  One day i am
extreemly happy, in a very good mood and the next day i am totally down,
practially in tears, or rather doing my best to hold my tears back!!!!!

I was thinking about it and wondering
why these sudden breakouts, which have been happening very often lately and as
often as a different mood every day!!! Mind you they are extreemly tiring!!!! 
Do you reckon there are good psychatrists here in egypt?????  Geraldine, i
think this is when i really need your help!!!!

I guess culture shock is finally
creeping in!!!!  The excitement of being in a new country makes me happy,
but the inefficiency of AIESEC makes me cry!!!!  Not knowing where i will
be living next week brings tears in my eyes,  and makes me miss Belgium
even more, i did not realise that i will actually miss that country, and i am
not missing it cause i am now living in a 3rd world country, but i am missing
the people, more than i thought i would, and i am missing my dearest Grand
Place, ok enough now, cause i am going to start crying again, and i don't feel
like going into my class with red eyes again! Then i am happy because my
students are sooo nice and people at work are extreemly nice and caring - i also
miss being in AIESEC a bit.  I guess this is the hardest part, while
everyone is at IC, and you are stuck here, remembering the good times you had in
all your ICs and now you are starting a new life!!!! Another think totally
upsets me is the thing that i am probably not used to having a boss, and i am
used to being my own boss.  Now i have to report to someone and depend on
someone to get permission which is sooo bloody frustrating!!!!  I am hoping
that at least by the end of summer i would have settled a bit, and bit a bit
better in the country! maybe with less emotional breakdowns!!

Hopefully next week i get a new house to
live in!!! Not nicer than the one i already have, but it is on the 9th floor
with a nice view and a massive balcony!!